suicide
...py again. I was coping with the problems that life had and was throwing at me but just in second it all had changed. Everything I had worked so hard for seemed to be gone. I felt calm in myself and never even thought of the people I would be leaving behind, the people I care so much for and love from the bottom of my heart. As I started to take the pills, one by one, I didn't even think off what I was doing. Then I began to think if I died, I would never get to see my family, friends and loved ones ever again. I would never achieve my dreams or tell people how much I really cared for them. I stopped at pill number twenty and cried. I just hoped that I would be okay, as I hadn't really taken that many pills. I just hoped no one would notice as I would have to try and give them answers to questions which cant answer. Even though no one did notice (as I just slept for a long time, about 22 hrs in all, vo...