Sugar
..., that was ROUGH. Talk about withdrawal; I was willing to do anything for a fix, of any kind, but mostly I craved that sweet taste in my mouth from a nice chocolate covered strawberry or a bag of fruit snacks. My body had so much stress put upon it that my emotions went haywire and I decomposed. I needed something to get me that good feeling again. I was willing to inject. Thankfully, I had help dealing with the stress of it all from my mother. My boyfriend added onto the stress; it was the week before prom and he was not doing anything except things last second. Withdrawal symptoms are a real big female dog. I eased my intense cravings with fruit. We ran out of fruit the third day. I was lost. I could not be found until there was a strawberry or pineapple, anything really, in my hand. Natural sugars are okay, but the refined ones, those are the tricky ones. They have all the diseases packed into them. I have relapsed twice. No one has noticed. I even ate cereal that has straight crystals of refined sugar in it. Then there was the chocolate milk, and then the chocolate- peanut butter swirl shake with chocolate ice cream. I ate these in front of people and no one said a wo...