i am my own worst enemy
... for someone. So therefore not focusing on the work, as I need to be doing. Then I fall behind and end up kicking myself in the face. This all happens because I know that I can do the work but spend the time caring about everything but that. I really would like to change if I only took the self-discipline to do so. Another explanation of me being my own worst enemy is that I am truly lazy. A quality that goes hand-in hand with laziness is procrastination. Either one you look at is me. One of the first things that come to mind is that I have a tendency to put things off to the last possible minute. Then after putting it off I become rushed to do whatever it is to do. In result of that I do not get the job-satisfaction that I wished. The really funny thing is I ask myself why I'm in a bad mood. I have the answer right in my own sight. In its place I choose no to see it. Procrastination does not just relate to schoolwork. I also try to leave for my job at the last possible moment. If I can just watch five more minutes of television rather than leaving early, I will chose the television. So I wait to leave and am late, I get yelled at by the boss and am in another bad mood for the rest of the night. And the whole procrastination would be the one thing I would change about myself. Another reason that I am my own worst enemy is that I am always dating someone. Lately it hs been the same person and she is just wonderful. Maybe she was just a little to wonderful for me for a few reasons. Instead of going to do homework, I would go and see her at work, which is not a short trip. Another reason is that I would spend most of my time thinking of her and when the next time I can see her pretty face. That is not a good thing because then I do not focus on school or perhaps the problem at hand. On...