Forbidden Stone
My forbidden Stone, You’re named, Fairuz after a turquoise stone, Shinning brightly like the diamonds, You blind me into many emotions. Like an amethyst, You put my heart at ease. With your crystal so sharp, My heart you stabbed so hard. All intoxicated and trance, Never letting go of my forbidden stone, I own, I own. The day your gone, I stand all alone, And loss all I own, No one and nowhere to moan, Over you... My forbidden stone I had a dream of Fairuz, the one and the only person I once loved. I dreamt that she and I went out together, and everything was really, really awkward. But the point is that we still did go out. Only thing, in real life it will never happen. In real life my unconscious mind and mouth will always whisper out her name... and by the time I realize my reaction will be like... "What the hell?" I live my life with labels since the age of seven but I love and be with anyone regardless their sex, and race... however they must come up to my expectations. I’ve been through the ups and downs already; I’ve experienced the whole spectrum of feeling destructive because of her. Of feeling dejected, heart-broken, whatever – why should I put myself through all that again? Allow myself to go through a series of aches and pain before I find my happily-ever-after? Forget it... I'll know one day someone is compatible with me. Maybe I just know what I’m looking for and I’ve not found it. I know the kind of people whose been after me and none measure up, and I’m not going to waste my time settling for second best just to abide time until “THE RIGHT ONE" comes along. Look at it this way; maybe my standards aren’t high at all but it’s just that the people who I attract are just, commoners, of which I know I’ll never be happy with. Maybe all the good ones really are taken, or worse, straight. And to be fair, I always make effort to uncover the mystery behind a face.