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I am not a Christian myself, that is why I have never considered about whether I believe in God and the existence of heaven or not. To say the truth, I didn’t even think that it would matter. But when I come to think about it now, I really don’t think I had ever made up my mind as to what I really believe in. I don’t know much about the Bible and I have never heard of most of the stories about Jesus and God. But base on what I think about God, it’s really hard to set my mind fixed to one worldview. To generalize my thoughts, I’d say that I only believe in God and the existence of heaven occasionally. My personal “worldview?seems to be the compilation of most of the worldviews and it switches during different situations. Most of the time, I’m more likely to have the materialist worldview. It is probably because whether something exists or not, I’d only be sure about it if I can sense it or somehow make sense out of it. Materialist worldview seems to fit the way I think about God and heaven the most when I’m not in a happy mood. I just had a feeling that if God really exists, he would’ve helped me to get through these hard times and I wouldn’t have to suffer. I remember last year when I had to transfer from this one school that I loved so much to HKIS. I hated going into a new school in the middle of the year. I felt like I was alone. I was thinking at that time, there is no such thing as God in this world! Ironically, no matter how much I try to deny God’s existence, I seem to have the tendency to blame God for everything that doesn’t go the way I want it to. It’s quite strange. In a way, my worldview combines spiritualist worldview along with materialist worldview.
Approximate Word count = 1277
Approximate Pages = 5.1
(250 words per page double spaced)
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